3 hours 2 go!

in 3 hours time i'm gonna be able to watch ABs vs munster match.
hope it gonna be one hell of a match.
gotta stay awake for to wait for that match!
since i've been able to watch rugby online it's been heaven to me.

come ABs! don't let me down!
this weekend there's a lot more matches to bee seen.
what a wonderful i have now!

ok adios,
my next post gonna be the report of the game tonite!

rugby matches + petrol price

for the past 2 weeks i managed to watched 8 match of rugby test matches.
although it didn't even show at astro.
stupid astro.
but lucky me i did join myp2p for live sports.
it is a place where you can watch movies, tv and sport online.
it is a place which tell you where you can watch streaming live sports.
i really fall in love with this website.
now i can watch rugby and boxing.
2 of the sport which kinda out of place here in malaysia.

oh yeah just heard in the news that tomorrow petrol price in malaysia going down again.
the new price is rm2.
they should put it down to rm1.92 just like last time.

hope by Wednesday they will be few people that gonna stream All Blacks vs munster match.
really wanna see weepu as ABs captain.
rugby forever.

Elven Blood

elven blood is just a rpg game that i play at facebook.
i's introduced to it by sodom @ wan idris.
after that i's hook on it until now.
almost all the time i'm in front of the computer playing this game.
hahaha..i even spend around usd 50 to buy blessing.
damn man i really addicted to this game.
although it's a simple kinda game it just give me a thrill to play it.

right now i'm at the level of 83.
my fighting stat is 187 wins and 146 loses.
right now i'm try to gather a lot of heal spell.
hahaha..hope i can better my stats in the future.

feeling unsure.

right now i really unsure what is the next step in my life.
there's few projects which can insure my life for few years yet i really need the funding.
i really need to discuss it with my dad and hope he can help me to search for fund.

the 1st problem how can i tel himl about it? how should i discuss it with him.
since i's little i never ask him for anything that big.
right i'm calculating how on earth i'm gonna say to him.
which projects should i say 1st to him.
how much that i'm gonna ask him personally to fund for starting my company.
hope he can loan me around rm30000.00
of i've to pay him interest plus the loan itself.

i've to to do the paperwork to convince my dad on my projects.

the other thing that i'm not sure is my love life.
should i wait for the girl i've been in love for so long or should i move on other girl.
argh!!! what to do! i really lost on both topics.

hope i resolve one of it before the end of this month.

wanting something that can't be yours is always a human thing.

even there's no hope for me to have her..i'll always have her in my heart.
my love for is the real thing.

the matter of the heart is much more consuming my mind than the matter of business.
that's not right..right?
hehehe...come on skin grow up!
settle the business 1st than you can settle matter of the heart.

need to move on in life, don't want to fall behind again.
need to step up!
confront life head on!

skin life!

point of impact

the title above is a reference to one of the book that i manage to finish reading this month.
the book is about gunnery Sargent bob lee swagger.
a legendary sniper in nam.
the book tell the stories of his life in vietnam and also after that.
after he retired from the marine and live a solitary life. he was coerced by ramdyne a cia backs ops group to to help them in catching a sniper who wanted to kill the president.
actually they just wanna used him as a scape goat for killing the archbishop of salvador.

for me stephen hunter really capture the essence of art of sniping.
for me i'm a fan of snipers.
to me they are epitome of the best of the best.
"One shot One kill"
for most out there they think sniper is a dirty job.
but to me it is a honor job to be done.
they did not kill sensibly...they kill when they were command to do it.
usely their target is the enemy not the civilians.
when use properly sniper can minimize lost on your side and also can demoralized the enemy.
also sniper can be used to kill a specific target.

it was my dream to be a sniper.
but it is just a dream.
to be a sniper means to be an elite of all sharpshooter.
the ability to conceal oneself from nothing else but the target.

fall in love with snipers since the 1st day that i heard about the shot through scope.
done by mr carlos hathcock of the marine in nam.

carlos hathcock is one of the legend in sniping.
there's a lot more out there sniper that are more legendary than him.

in the US, marine sniper and army ranger sniper are the best.

"One Shot One Kill"

hari raye dh dekat

hahahaha...what a title,
hm...this year again i didn't fast for 7 days already.
ish2 a bad habit...hahahaha.
hope next year i can finish ramadhan with full 30 days.
this hari raye, i didn't do much shopping cause i already spend my money on 2 timberland shoes before ramadhan.
so this hari raye just use my money for ang pow for my sibling and my cousins.

really hope after hari raye all of my projects can run smoothly.
already pay up my zakat.
this year it went up to rm5.20 frm rm4.20 last year.
haven't see my current gf for 3 month already.
still missing a girl faraway frm malaysia.

hope after raye my life gonna be much better than now.
hope i can change few aspect of my life.
hope to save some money so i can goes to ireland and confess my love...hahahaha.

ok tht's all folks for this post!

ramadhan

this is my 1st post for the month of September and Ramadhan.
anyway until 2day alhamdulillah i didn't miss a single day.
hope this year i can fulfill my desire of to fast for 30 days.
meaning to complete the month of ramadhan without missing a single day.
what do..the last time fast for 30 day was back when i'm 12 years old...hahahaha.

oh yeah about a week from merdeka, i went to northern part of malaysia.
i went with uncle man, abg hisyam n kenu.
1st we went to perlis to go back to kenu's hometown.
the next day we made our way to dannok or sadao...hahahaha.

after we check in the hotel, the pimp managed to kinda force me to take a girl...hehehehehe.
i did picked up a girl..her name is ah som.
her rate rm250..which quite expensive..but she stay with me from 4pm until 9am the next day.
hahahahaha.
ah som..she's cute, funny n really knows how to please a man.
she treat as if i'm her man.
ok ler... next time i'm gonna rite my whole experience with ah som.

the face that melt my heart

this is the face that i long for in my dreams... :)
her name is jessica gomes.
she's a model.
this a photo shoot for sport illustrated swimsuit edition 2008
she's half Portuguese and half Chinese.
she grow up in Australia.

for me her face is just an exotic face.
mix of latin and asian face.
also she has a killer body.
a superb combination.
wish she's my girl.... :)

adios guys.
enjoy the pics.

Matta Band - “Ketahuan”

this is the song that i love to hear when i'm stone

just love this song...for it has a catchy feeling about it.

stoner brother for life!

“Ketahuan” - Matta Band

Dari awal aku tak pernah percaya
kata-katamu karena aku hanya melihat
semua dari parasmu

Terlanjur kau bilang padaku
Kau tak akan pernah selingkuh
Ternyata dirimu bermain dibelakangku

Saat ku melihatmu kau sedang bermesraan
Dengan seorang yang ku kenal

Oo..Oo.. Kamu ketahuan pacaran lagi
Dengan dirinya teman baikku
Oo..Oo.. Kamu ketahuan pacaran lagi
Dengan dirinya teman baikku

Tapi tak mengapa aku tak heran
Karena dirimu cinta sesaatku

body clock

hm...right now my body clock is kinda mixed up.

i'll go to sleep around 4pm or 5pm until 12am.
after that i stay awake for the rest of the day until 4pm or 5pm.

it has been kinda weird..hehehehe.
that's my routine for the past 2 month.
i'd to get all my job done before 4pm or 5pm.

if not i'd to resume it very early in the morning ...hehehe.
how do i manage to get myself into this situation..is still a mystery to me..hehehe.

can i ever be normal again..hmm..not sure about it.
i kinda like the way my body clock work right now..hehehehe.
hope gonna stay like this for few month..hehehe

ramadhan is just around the corner...mati ler aku pose tk ganti lg!!!

ok tht's all for 2day...adios!!!!!

sleepy head

yesterday i was so sleepy.
i slept around 8am and around 10am lali already woke me up to go to kg baru.
i really am sleepy.
after we had few drinks at kg baru adham ask me to help and fecth his parents at
ummc.
after i fetch them and send them back to ttdi jaya, i had to go back to kg baru.

after that all of us went to ampang to meet with this ayahanda.
to settle our case with wadi the legend and fadli the mangkuks.

around 2pm i been ask to help this abg long to check out from his hotel so i went back to kg baru.
than we all goes to lali's palm spring kondo.

finally i manage to get my sleep around 8pm.
i slept until 2am ...hehehehe.

hope today not gonna be likes yesterday..,.hehehehe

texas hold 'em

right now most of the guys in my office already being swept by the fever of texas hold em.
we've been playing in our facebook account.
right now adham is leading the pack!
i at number 2. kenu @ nuar at number 3.
with a lot more practice i think we can become champs in few month...hahahaha.

love this game, but if there.stupid person on your table than you gonna regret it.
see even right now nuar still playing the game.
may b later i'll join in.
right now i wanna download some indonesian movies!

i think also adham playing it some more.
this game is luck and also tactical.
you can win big and lost big.
hehehehe.

hope can be better at it...hehehehe.

adios!!!

Psychos!!!!!

few of my friends had problem with psychos girlfriends.
lucky me i didn't face that kind of problem anymore.
i just cannot understand why their girlfriend become psychos.
didn't they realized that by become psychos they pushed
their boyfriend further away from them.

love is something that mustn't be force on others.
but being psychos make you feel that you are force by other party to love.
that's pure bullshit!!!

why is you really love a person you want to control and manipulate your own partner.
even emotionally blackmail your partner.
that's what few of my friend had to face.

they fight for even smallest of things.
if i were my friend i already break with my girlfriend.
my reason is simple..if you cannot give and take even the smallest of things..you re nothing to me.

another thing that i hate about this particular girlfriend of my friend is that she pretend that she's the one who hold their relationship with higher regards.
although she's also main kayu 3.
for me is all bullshit!!

at the same time she always made things hard for her bf.
as if my friend didn't do enough for their relationship.
fuck you girl!
i know what you did! don't ever pretend in front of me!
you are just full bullshit!!!!!!

lucky for you i'm not a busy body...don't like to mess with other people relationship.
but as long as you keep on pretending..may be some day i'll squeal on you.

you can pretend that you are innocent when i'm not around..but you alway did it in front of me.
it make me sick!
i think one day i gonna spy on you and shows your video to the world!!!

fuck i really hate psychos girls!!!!!

indonesian movies

right now i'm kinda into indonesians movies.
hehehehe...already find few website that allowed me to download it.

for me indonesian movies it's much more better than their malaysian counterparts.
also in indonesian movies they tackle all the sensitive issues when compare to malaysian movies which only do stupids jokes.

not all malaysian movies are bad but the majority of it.
i just wish malaysian film makers can learn from indonesian how to make good movies.
for me malaysian film maker lacks of idea how to make a movie.
at the same time malaysia censor board are also to harsh on the material of movies.

right now in my collection i already have few indonesians movies.

1. kawin kontrak
2. otomatis romantis
3. coklat stoberi

currently i'm downloading few other movies.
really like indonesian movies.
for me their movies connect with my life here in malaysia.

after watching kawin kontrak i really wanna go to indonesia and did it.
hahahaha.
halal is the key here...hehehehehe.

ok ..adios amigos!!!

last friday

last Friday all of my officemate went out to have some fun at chyna.
for myself it's been like along time since i went to chyna.
the crowd have change from house n trance crowd to a hip hop crowd.

i went to chyna with uncle man and kenu.
we met miji there.
that night i drank quite a lot..hehehe.
after that miji and adham tuba me for 10 second.
damn! i have had that for almost a year.
so my natural resistance is quite low.
before going out from chyna i already drunk.

yet after hang out at nasi lemak kelab ss.
i already sober up.
after we all went back to my office.
went we reach the office i went to sleep.

that morning i thought i'm having a hang over.
after few puking i realized it is my gastric.
i went down and bought soy milk for my breakfast.
after that everything was fine.

headache!!!

argh!!!!!!!!!
rite now i'm having a bad headache!!!
damn!! it came so sudden..shit it really hurt like hell.
feels like something keep on pinging my head!!!!

gonna out and buy some panadol @paracetamol
hehehehe.
may this is the side effect of too much of weed..hehehe

this week have to cut down eating spicy food.
my stomach feel it need a break from spice..hehehehe

i really love eating spicy food.
for me eating without spicy or at least sambal..makes that particular moment incomplete.

got 2 go.
adios!!!

my advertisement :)

my carlsberg n i ---> taken at bakau bar
only carlsberg for me ----> also taken at bakau bar.

this is one of my pics for carlsberg advertisement..:)


i even had an idea for trailer for carlsberg advertisement.
the idea is like a boat capsize at the sea during a storm.
after everything become normal again..one of the survivor spot something among the rubbles of the ship.
he run as fast as he could. then the audience will see that he is trying to get to carlsberg can.
after saving the cans he said "better die than waste a carlsberg"

hahahahaha.
this idea still in the process of refining it.
meaning there still room of improvement.

gonna shoot a short film of it and than gonna sent it to the carlsberg management.
to see wether they will except my idea or not.

baskin robbin

hahahaha,
finally after missing it for few month i finally manage to eat baskin robbin hehehehe.

lucky me that lali woke me up around 950pm.
after that we made a dash to go to baskin robbin in uptown.
we arrived there's already a long queue of people.
we pick up our number and join the queue.
also i meet dayah's bf fahmi there with his sister.

it took almost 1 hour before my turn arrived.
i choose 2 flavor rum raisin and hockey pockey.
the flavor that i chose compliment each other.

hope next month i got to try mango tango n orange sherbet.
still to me the best ice cream in town is haagen dazs

just lali ask when i gonna go to ayuy's gym.
tomorrow gonna pay up the registration fees.
and join up.
this time around my goal is to make my body fit to play rugby again.

miss my playing days ler.
hope i can get fit asap....hahahaha..don't be lazy.
control my eating.

gonna try and find boxing club.
i think i wanna give boxing a try.
i really like the sport since i was small.
recently mu fav boxer retired.
his name is flyod mayweather.jr.
he is former pound for pound king.
he is also undefeated.

writing in this blog of mine have help me managing my stress.
i really i write a lot more in the future.

adios again my friends!!!!

boss where's my paycheck?

damn lali forgot to give me my pay check.
hahaha..never mind tomorrow gonna ask him bout it.
last Saturday i went to PvD party at zouk.
it was nice.
his spinning was superb!!!!
lucky me got to see his performance.
spend the whole sunday recovering..regaining my senses..hehehe.

monday until today i spend my time working and playing fm2008.
need to do something if not i'll think bout my life.
right now just don't want to think bout it.
i'm happy with my current life just that to me it is time to move
to another level in my life.

i want to settle down. lay myself in a place of my own.
have a family of my own.
don't want to play around no more!!!
don't want to make sex anymore.
really want to make love..just like indonesian said ML..hehehe
meaning i'm in need of love...not just syg.
syg i kind find it often..but love is something that has alluded me for so long.

need to tell the girl about my feeling.
so that i can move on with my life.
i already knows that i gonna get rejected.
it's fine by me.

lucky uncle said nxt time he gonna bring my friend n i to SOLO.
over there the girls are known to be so damn loyal n pretty plus good hearted.
hope i can find love there.
i just lost hope with malaysians...hehehehe.

hope i can fell in love over there.
need love..really need it.
need some one to shoulder cry on.

right now my heart is very lonely.
i really need some one to rely on.... some one to share my feeling.
why now i feel this way.
cause i'm bored with my life right now.
to me it is the same as like 10 years ago except that time i'd my love ones.

afraid to lover but need love.
that is my case.
afraid of getting hurt..yet i'm hurting right now.
isn't that ironic...hahahaha.

really need some one that i can come back to.
some one to fill my lonely n broken heart.

come on SOLO,
let you heal my heart!!!

enough about my heart.
just need to let it out so i can do some work n thinking...hehehe.


damn! after the dark knight..there's no movie that i want to see.
have to wait until Christmas when all the best movie gonna be out again.

love the dark knight.
it is more darker than the past batman.
i like it.
the joker was more psycho than before.
ledger did really good job.
a brilliant psychotic person.
that's why joker is batman arc nemesis.

oh yes this time around hellboy movie is called hellboy.
hmmm..isn't that stupid cause before it is called super sapient.
m'sia government is damn stupid!!!
hahahahaha.

got to see hellboy singing i can't smile without u..by barry manilow...hehehe
tht song got a lovely tunes.
that stuck in your head for quite sometime...hehehe.

ok c ya later.
adios!!

TIOMAN

at the end of last month,
few of my friend and i took some opportunity to go to tioman again.
actually all of us were on a business trip to rompin.
since tioman is quite near..we just make dash to go there.
anyhow kenu aka nuar took this opportunity to view part of the land there.

the guys who are in this trip;

1. skin = myself
2. lali
3. kenu = nuar
4. ayuy
5. adham
6. jawa

we when there on two cars.
mine and lali's
it's quite tiring because on the same night before we went to tioman i was the pengapit at blue's wedding. that's another story.
hahaha..damn lali never told me that i gonna be the designated driver.
lucky with my superb skill as a driver we made safely to mersing.

this time around we gonna stay at paya beach.
which is quite relax when compare to salang beach.

ok got to go.
i'll continue my blog later.
adios amigos.

POLITICS

last night, a debate happened between anwar ibrahim and shabery.
the issue was about oil price in malaysia.
shabery didn't do so well in my point of view.
he commits to much personal attacks against anwar.
to me it shows lacks of intelligent of shabery.
when he come up with a point anwar bash him right back.
at the same time i didn't understand why on earth BN send menteri penerangan
to this debate.
they should have send menteri kewangan.
another stupidity of pak lah...i guess.
anwar was straight to the point and always came up with facts.
compare to shabery who can come up with a point but no facts to back him up.

to me again it shows that in this current government, almost all the minister are stupid.
they just cannot seem to be doing anything right for the people.
for the bn people..malaysian should change their style of living.
how to change..when we already living near our financial limits every month.
we do not earn as much as the minister.
even to 'balik kampung' this coming hari raya gonna cost a lot.
damn you bn people!!!

back to debate..it show how well prepare anwar when compare to shabery.
when you revert to personal attack it shows how desperate that person is.
anwar only did 2 personal attack compare almost 7 or eight against him.
at the end anwar even come to face shabery and shook his hand.
that really show what a great man he is.

so sad..bn fail another attempt to justified the oil price hike.
to me pak lah is very terrible in economy field.
since he take over this country..i don't feel this country have any kind of economic stimulation.
come on pak lah just step out. at least you can save some of your water face..hehehehe.

the big question is that after pak lah step out who gonna be his replacement
to me najib is not qualified at all.
than who is in the bn have the charisma at the par of tun dr mahathir or anwar.
for me bn fail to groom new generation of charismatic people in their ranks.

most of the people in bn only care about their own well being.
they never care about the people in malaysia.
so sad!!!!!!

when ask the new generation why they join bn the common answer will definitely about the money.
no more about people.

so my friends..hope you all can open your mind to new views.