Thursday, July 31, 2008

boss where's my paycheck?

damn lali forgot to give me my pay check.
hahaha..never mind tomorrow gonna ask him bout it.
last Saturday i went to PvD party at zouk.
it was nice.
his spinning was superb!!!!
lucky me got to see his performance.
spend the whole sunday recovering..regaining my senses..hehehe.

monday until today i spend my time working and playing fm2008.
need to do something if not i'll think bout my life.
right now just don't want to think bout it.
i'm happy with my current life just that to me it is time to move
to another level in my life.

i want to settle down. lay myself in a place of my own.
have a family of my own.
don't want to play around no more!!!
don't want to make sex anymore.
really want to make love..just like indonesian said ML..hehehe
meaning i'm in need of love...not just syg.
syg i kind find it often..but love is something that has alluded me for so long.

need to tell the girl about my feeling.
so that i can move on with my life.
i already knows that i gonna get rejected.
it's fine by me.

lucky uncle said nxt time he gonna bring my friend n i to SOLO.
over there the girls are known to be so damn loyal n pretty plus good hearted.
hope i can find love there.
i just lost hope with malaysians...hehehehe.

hope i can fell in love over there.
need love..really need it.
need some one to shoulder cry on.

right now my heart is very lonely.
i really need some one to rely on.... some one to share my feeling.
why now i feel this way.
cause i'm bored with my life right now.
to me it is the same as like 10 years ago except that time i'd my love ones.

afraid to lover but need love.
that is my case.
afraid of getting hurt..yet i'm hurting right now.
isn't that ironic...hahahaha.

really need some one that i can come back to.
some one to fill my lonely n broken heart.

come on SOLO,
let you heal my heart!!!

enough about my heart.
just need to let it out so i can do some work n thinking...hehehe.


damn! after the dark knight..there's no movie that i want to see.
have to wait until Christmas when all the best movie gonna be out again.

love the dark knight.
it is more darker than the past batman.
i like it.
the joker was more psycho than before.
ledger did really good job.
a brilliant psychotic person.
that's why joker is batman arc nemesis.

oh yes this time around hellboy movie is called hellboy.
hmmm..isn't that stupid cause before it is called super sapient.
m'sia government is damn stupid!!!
hahahahaha.

got to see hellboy singing i can't smile without u..by barry manilow...hehehe
tht song got a lovely tunes.
that stuck in your head for quite sometime...hehehe.

ok c ya later.
adios!!

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