the face that melt my heart

this is the face that i long for in my dreams... :)
her name is jessica gomes.
she's a model.
this a photo shoot for sport illustrated swimsuit edition 2008
she's half Portuguese and half Chinese.
she grow up in Australia.

for me her face is just an exotic face.
mix of latin and asian face.
also she has a killer body.
a superb combination.
wish she's my girl.... :)

adios guys.
enjoy the pics.

Matta Band - “Ketahuan”

this is the song that i love to hear when i'm stone

just love this song...for it has a catchy feeling about it.

stoner brother for life!

“Ketahuan” - Matta Band

Dari awal aku tak pernah percaya
kata-katamu karena aku hanya melihat
semua dari parasmu

Terlanjur kau bilang padaku
Kau tak akan pernah selingkuh
Ternyata dirimu bermain dibelakangku

Saat ku melihatmu kau sedang bermesraan
Dengan seorang yang ku kenal

Oo..Oo.. Kamu ketahuan pacaran lagi
Dengan dirinya teman baikku
Oo..Oo.. Kamu ketahuan pacaran lagi
Dengan dirinya teman baikku

Tapi tak mengapa aku tak heran
Karena dirimu cinta sesaatku

body clock

hm...right now my body clock is kinda mixed up.

i'll go to sleep around 4pm or 5pm until 12am.
after that i stay awake for the rest of the day until 4pm or 5pm.

it has been kinda weird..hehehehe.
that's my routine for the past 2 month.
i'd to get all my job done before 4pm or 5pm.

if not i'd to resume it very early in the morning ...hehehe.
how do i manage to get myself into this situation..is still a mystery to me..hehehe.

can i ever be normal again..hmm..not sure about it.
i kinda like the way my body clock work right now..hehehehe.
hope gonna stay like this for few month..hehehe

ramadhan is just around the corner...mati ler aku pose tk ganti lg!!!

ok tht's all for 2day...adios!!!!!

sleepy head

yesterday i was so sleepy.
i slept around 8am and around 10am lali already woke me up to go to kg baru.
i really am sleepy.
after we had few drinks at kg baru adham ask me to help and fecth his parents at
ummc.
after i fetch them and send them back to ttdi jaya, i had to go back to kg baru.

after that all of us went to ampang to meet with this ayahanda.
to settle our case with wadi the legend and fadli the mangkuks.

around 2pm i been ask to help this abg long to check out from his hotel so i went back to kg baru.
than we all goes to lali's palm spring kondo.

finally i manage to get my sleep around 8pm.
i slept until 2am ...hehehehe.

hope today not gonna be likes yesterday..,.hehehehe

texas hold 'em

right now most of the guys in my office already being swept by the fever of texas hold em.
we've been playing in our facebook account.
right now adham is leading the pack!
i at number 2. kenu @ nuar at number 3.
with a lot more practice i think we can become champs in few month...hahahaha.

love this game, but if there.stupid person on your table than you gonna regret it.
see even right now nuar still playing the game.
may b later i'll join in.
right now i wanna download some indonesian movies!

i think also adham playing it some more.
this game is luck and also tactical.
you can win big and lost big.
hehehehe.

hope can be better at it...hehehehe.

adios!!!

Psychos!!!!!

few of my friends had problem with psychos girlfriends.
lucky me i didn't face that kind of problem anymore.
i just cannot understand why their girlfriend become psychos.
didn't they realized that by become psychos they pushed
their boyfriend further away from them.

love is something that mustn't be force on others.
but being psychos make you feel that you are force by other party to love.
that's pure bullshit!!!

why is you really love a person you want to control and manipulate your own partner.
even emotionally blackmail your partner.
that's what few of my friend had to face.

they fight for even smallest of things.
if i were my friend i already break with my girlfriend.
my reason is simple..if you cannot give and take even the smallest of things..you re nothing to me.

another thing that i hate about this particular girlfriend of my friend is that she pretend that she's the one who hold their relationship with higher regards.
although she's also main kayu 3.
for me is all bullshit!!

at the same time she always made things hard for her bf.
as if my friend didn't do enough for their relationship.
fuck you girl!
i know what you did! don't ever pretend in front of me!
you are just full bullshit!!!!!!

lucky for you i'm not a busy body...don't like to mess with other people relationship.
but as long as you keep on pretending..may be some day i'll squeal on you.

you can pretend that you are innocent when i'm not around..but you alway did it in front of me.
it make me sick!
i think one day i gonna spy on you and shows your video to the world!!!

fuck i really hate psychos girls!!!!!

indonesian movies

right now i'm kinda into indonesians movies.
hehehehe...already find few website that allowed me to download it.

for me indonesian movies it's much more better than their malaysian counterparts.
also in indonesian movies they tackle all the sensitive issues when compare to malaysian movies which only do stupids jokes.

not all malaysian movies are bad but the majority of it.
i just wish malaysian film makers can learn from indonesian how to make good movies.
for me malaysian film maker lacks of idea how to make a movie.
at the same time malaysia censor board are also to harsh on the material of movies.

right now in my collection i already have few indonesians movies.

1. kawin kontrak
2. otomatis romantis
3. coklat stoberi

currently i'm downloading few other movies.
really like indonesian movies.
for me their movies connect with my life here in malaysia.

after watching kawin kontrak i really wanna go to indonesia and did it.
hahahaha.
halal is the key here...hehehehehe.

ok ..adios amigos!!!

last friday

last Friday all of my officemate went out to have some fun at chyna.
for myself it's been like along time since i went to chyna.
the crowd have change from house n trance crowd to a hip hop crowd.

i went to chyna with uncle man and kenu.
we met miji there.
that night i drank quite a lot..hehehe.
after that miji and adham tuba me for 10 second.
damn! i have had that for almost a year.
so my natural resistance is quite low.
before going out from chyna i already drunk.

yet after hang out at nasi lemak kelab ss.
i already sober up.
after we all went back to my office.
went we reach the office i went to sleep.

that morning i thought i'm having a hang over.
after few puking i realized it is my gastric.
i went down and bought soy milk for my breakfast.
after that everything was fine.

headache!!!

argh!!!!!!!!!
rite now i'm having a bad headache!!!
damn!! it came so sudden..shit it really hurt like hell.
feels like something keep on pinging my head!!!!

gonna out and buy some panadol @paracetamol
hehehehe.
may this is the side effect of too much of weed..hehehe

this week have to cut down eating spicy food.
my stomach feel it need a break from spice..hehehehe

i really love eating spicy food.
for me eating without spicy or at least sambal..makes that particular moment incomplete.

got 2 go.
adios!!!

my advertisement :)

my carlsberg n i ---> taken at bakau bar
only carlsberg for me ----> also taken at bakau bar.

this is one of my pics for carlsberg advertisement..:)


i even had an idea for trailer for carlsberg advertisement.
the idea is like a boat capsize at the sea during a storm.
after everything become normal again..one of the survivor spot something among the rubbles of the ship.
he run as fast as he could. then the audience will see that he is trying to get to carlsberg can.
after saving the cans he said "better die than waste a carlsberg"

hahahahaha.
this idea still in the process of refining it.
meaning there still room of improvement.

gonna shoot a short film of it and than gonna sent it to the carlsberg management.
to see wether they will except my idea or not.

baskin robbin

hahahaha,
finally after missing it for few month i finally manage to eat baskin robbin hehehehe.

lucky me that lali woke me up around 950pm.
after that we made a dash to go to baskin robbin in uptown.
we arrived there's already a long queue of people.
we pick up our number and join the queue.
also i meet dayah's bf fahmi there with his sister.

it took almost 1 hour before my turn arrived.
i choose 2 flavor rum raisin and hockey pockey.
the flavor that i chose compliment each other.

hope next month i got to try mango tango n orange sherbet.
still to me the best ice cream in town is haagen dazs

just lali ask when i gonna go to ayuy's gym.
tomorrow gonna pay up the registration fees.
and join up.
this time around my goal is to make my body fit to play rugby again.

miss my playing days ler.
hope i can get fit asap....hahahaha..don't be lazy.
control my eating.

gonna try and find boxing club.
i think i wanna give boxing a try.
i really like the sport since i was small.
recently mu fav boxer retired.
his name is flyod mayweather.jr.
he is former pound for pound king.
he is also undefeated.

writing in this blog of mine have help me managing my stress.
i really i write a lot more in the future.

adios again my friends!!!!

boss where's my paycheck?

damn lali forgot to give me my pay check.
hahaha..never mind tomorrow gonna ask him bout it.
last Saturday i went to PvD party at zouk.
it was nice.
his spinning was superb!!!!
lucky me got to see his performance.
spend the whole sunday recovering..regaining my senses..hehehe.

monday until today i spend my time working and playing fm2008.
need to do something if not i'll think bout my life.
right now just don't want to think bout it.
i'm happy with my current life just that to me it is time to move
to another level in my life.

i want to settle down. lay myself in a place of my own.
have a family of my own.
don't want to play around no more!!!
don't want to make sex anymore.
really want to make love..just like indonesian said ML..hehehe
meaning i'm in need of love...not just syg.
syg i kind find it often..but love is something that has alluded me for so long.

need to tell the girl about my feeling.
so that i can move on with my life.
i already knows that i gonna get rejected.
it's fine by me.

lucky uncle said nxt time he gonna bring my friend n i to SOLO.
over there the girls are known to be so damn loyal n pretty plus good hearted.
hope i can find love there.
i just lost hope with malaysians...hehehehe.

hope i can fell in love over there.
need love..really need it.
need some one to shoulder cry on.

right now my heart is very lonely.
i really need some one to rely on.... some one to share my feeling.
why now i feel this way.
cause i'm bored with my life right now.
to me it is the same as like 10 years ago except that time i'd my love ones.

afraid to lover but need love.
that is my case.
afraid of getting hurt..yet i'm hurting right now.
isn't that ironic...hahahaha.

really need some one that i can come back to.
some one to fill my lonely n broken heart.

come on SOLO,
let you heal my heart!!!

enough about my heart.
just need to let it out so i can do some work n thinking...hehehe.


damn! after the dark knight..there's no movie that i want to see.
have to wait until Christmas when all the best movie gonna be out again.

love the dark knight.
it is more darker than the past batman.
i like it.
the joker was more psycho than before.
ledger did really good job.
a brilliant psychotic person.
that's why joker is batman arc nemesis.

oh yes this time around hellboy movie is called hellboy.
hmmm..isn't that stupid cause before it is called super sapient.
m'sia government is damn stupid!!!
hahahahaha.

got to see hellboy singing i can't smile without u..by barry manilow...hehehe
tht song got a lovely tunes.
that stuck in your head for quite sometime...hehehe.

ok c ya later.
adios!!

TIOMAN

at the end of last month,
few of my friend and i took some opportunity to go to tioman again.
actually all of us were on a business trip to rompin.
since tioman is quite near..we just make dash to go there.
anyhow kenu aka nuar took this opportunity to view part of the land there.

the guys who are in this trip;

1. skin = myself
2. lali
3. kenu = nuar
4. ayuy
5. adham
6. jawa

we when there on two cars.
mine and lali's
it's quite tiring because on the same night before we went to tioman i was the pengapit at blue's wedding. that's another story.
hahaha..damn lali never told me that i gonna be the designated driver.
lucky with my superb skill as a driver we made safely to mersing.

this time around we gonna stay at paya beach.
which is quite relax when compare to salang beach.

ok got to go.
i'll continue my blog later.
adios amigos.

POLITICS

last night, a debate happened between anwar ibrahim and shabery.
the issue was about oil price in malaysia.
shabery didn't do so well in my point of view.
he commits to much personal attacks against anwar.
to me it shows lacks of intelligent of shabery.
when he come up with a point anwar bash him right back.
at the same time i didn't understand why on earth BN send menteri penerangan
to this debate.
they should have send menteri kewangan.
another stupidity of pak lah...i guess.
anwar was straight to the point and always came up with facts.
compare to shabery who can come up with a point but no facts to back him up.

to me again it shows that in this current government, almost all the minister are stupid.
they just cannot seem to be doing anything right for the people.
for the bn people..malaysian should change their style of living.
how to change..when we already living near our financial limits every month.
we do not earn as much as the minister.
even to 'balik kampung' this coming hari raya gonna cost a lot.
damn you bn people!!!

back to debate..it show how well prepare anwar when compare to shabery.
when you revert to personal attack it shows how desperate that person is.
anwar only did 2 personal attack compare almost 7 or eight against him.
at the end anwar even come to face shabery and shook his hand.
that really show what a great man he is.

so sad..bn fail another attempt to justified the oil price hike.
to me pak lah is very terrible in economy field.
since he take over this country..i don't feel this country have any kind of economic stimulation.
come on pak lah just step out. at least you can save some of your water face..hehehehe.

the big question is that after pak lah step out who gonna be his replacement
to me najib is not qualified at all.
than who is in the bn have the charisma at the par of tun dr mahathir or anwar.
for me bn fail to groom new generation of charismatic people in their ranks.

most of the people in bn only care about their own well being.
they never care about the people in malaysia.
so sad!!!!!!

when ask the new generation why they join bn the common answer will definitely about the money.
no more about people.

so my friends..hope you all can open your mind to new views.

kenangan

although i'm not yet 26...but 2nite i feel like i'm older than my age.
rite now in my mind n my head all the memories tht i have on this earth suddenly appear...just like when u turn on ur dvd player at home.
all the goods n the bads.....happy times n sad times.
all are being played in my head...damn!
i really hate it.
it put my mind at uneasy state.
i wish i was back at tioman......where i got no worries......just hakuna matata.
may b this is a sign tht i'm to lonely......:P
it is hard to live when u feel empty inside.
still searching for tht something tht can fill up my heart.
there's a lot of thing going on with my life but mostly,
it is just a superficial things.
not a permenant one.

HALA MADRID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

early in this morning ecactly 2.55am malaysian time,
there's a live telecast of the most important game for me.
the was REAL MADRID vs mallorca.
this game will determined the new champion of laliga.
a game that do or die for REAL MADRID and also all the madridtas
around the world.
the game start quite shaky for REAL MADRID...may b the jitters get the better of them early on.
than..the worst thing for the team happen...mallorca drew the 1st blood on the 17th minute.
damn!!! while REAL MADRID was playing quite bad...as fan..i'll dissapointed with the team.
unexpectedly rvn injured his hamstring and higuain replaced him.
at halftime the score line was REAL MADRID 0 - 1 mallorca.

after halftime guti came replacing emerson.
thing still didn't look good for the team cz barca already leading 3-o in their game.
around 60th minutes beckham was being replace by reyes.
within second reyes in the pitch he manage to get the equaliser tht the team have been
looking for! 1 - 1.
in need of another goal the players push will all their might. there's few incident cz both team playing with a lot of passion.
than the REAL MADRID got a corner taken by reyes.
diarra get the header towards goal!!
he kinda scored it
now REAL MADRID lead for the 1st time in this game,
the player celebrate it with so much happiness...casillas cried becz the players knows that even a win with 1-0 margin is enough to secure the team the championship.
with 10 minutes to go reyes menage to scored the 3rd goal for REAL MADRID
that goal really secured the title for the team.
at the end of the game the player and all madristas around the world including me was celebrating our success of the season!!!!
finally after 4 years without any trophy...REAL MADRID get 1.
their 30th laliga title!!!!
welldone team...welldone!!!

a very busy day.

yesterday was a very busy day for me.

1st i've to count bck all the stock becz there' been a shortage.
luckily it's not my fault tht it happen in the 1st place...hehehehe.

2nd ive to went to kl at met with few potential client.
manage to get them interested with my investment plan.

3rd gi juper iwan jawa n rizal kt klcc.
lepak kt chinoz...hehehehe...kena pina colada sepam..sadap gaks..hehehe.

4th pusing² kt klcc ngn cik sya...sajer tgh boring after work ler.

5th gi mkn kt tanjung pastuh antor si lisa balik wangsa maju.

6th balik umah lali and bersiap untuk gi ker zouk.

7th getting tipsy at zouk..hehehehe.

8th blk umah terus reinstall windows kt computer aku lagi.
damn dh 2 times reinstall windows in 2 weeks nih.
aper ker prob hard disk aku nih...!!!!

UVnation!!!!

last saturday nite there's
a open air party at OU.
it's called UVnation.
featuring one of the hottest dj around mr benny benassi!!!
around 6pm i went to lali's house to discuss our arrangement for the nite.
finally we decided tht we will went to ou in separate cars.
then i wentt to kl sentral to pick miss sya n miss suen.
pastuh antor diertang ke ampunk nk amik miss dila nad miss lea.
after tht all of us is on the way to UVnation.
last2 aku sampai kt ou dlm kul 10pm ler.
dh ler nk masuk tuh beratur cam haram...tahap kepanasan nyer ler.
damn seblom masuk dh berpeluh giler!!!
after dh masuk we all make our way to the rave part of the party.
dh sampai tuh...tk leh masuk laks kt vip nyer area....damn sungguh.
after berdiskusi ngn adham kiterorg pun try bribe the bonzer....berjaye laks tuh.
but the price is rm250 for 6 people to enter vip area ler....hehehehehe. ..:)

so mlm tuh quite enjoyable.
girl yg aku minat kelihatan so cute..cair beb hati aku nih..muahahaha.
damn sungguh gwunk siut ayat di atas.
yet i'm really happy tht day!!!
cz although tk all the time dpt spend time with her...there's few moment tht yg best between us...ikut perasaan aku ler...:)
ok ler adios!!!!!!

4th june 2007

yesterday i got the budjet for a new computer for my and f3 uses at the office.
lali gave rm1600 for the computer.
we manage to get a good computer with tht budjet.
plus we both add rm60 to bought a new speaker for the computer.
an altec lansing.
lali was quite furious tht we bought tht speaker but after hearing tht we put our on money..he's fine with it.
yesterday i came back frm work around 2.35am...damn pancit siut cz yesterday i slept just for 2 hours only.
rite now my mind kind mess up a bit cz by mixed feeling of my heart.
damn my heart for being mixed up!!!!
the reason for the mixed up is..... not gonna write it here...kihkihkih.
kinda emo sket ler ari nih...tuh rase tk best..cz aku tk suke feeling gini ler.
anyway hope tomorrow gonna be better than today!!!!
pls be ok.

weekend

as usual my weekend start as dull as it can be.
spend my saturday sleeping during the day.
than manage to get sms frm miss syazz.
around 10pm i pick her up.
we both spend around 3 hours getting to know each other at laundry bar the curve.
she 's a fun girl to be around with.
she's not my type..but as a friend she's sweet and funny 2.
she's actually a friend of the girl tht i like.
this week the girl will come down frm cameron..hope i can meet her.
nk lepaskan rindu ler....gwunk ler aku nih...hehehehe.
on sunday pun lebih kurang same siang aku tido mlm baru nk berjaga ler.
dh jadi cm vampire laks aku nih....hehehehehe.
around 7.pm aku gi bertolak ke arah sg wang...nk beli kasut baru .
tetibe laks aku gatal nk ikut smart tunnel tuh.
last2 tersekat dlm jam kt dlm tunnel tuh.
sungguh boring but at the same time i'm happy cz my hipotesis yg mengatakan smart tunnel tuh akan jam telah terbukti.
proven beb!!!
after beli kasut and mkn..on the way balik cik syazz sms ajak lepak.
so aku pun gi ler lepak with her kt ampang.
hang out until kul 12.30am.
after tht aku balik n tido lagi!!