it's been a long time since i write anything here in my blog.
the reason.....i'm just lazy.
now i have to write in it cozz i'm feeling quite down rite now.
there's no other place that i can pour my heart out.
last month i met a girl that i haven't saw for quite a time.
suddenly my heart became unstable.
everytime i was around her my heart beat become so fast.
everytime i saw her smiling it made my day.
she did ask me to help her..i did it without any questions.
i even miss out on a party just to see her face.
at that moment i realized that i'm in love with this girl.
the problem is she didn't know my feeling towards her and also
she's still studying at ireland. where else i'm here in malaysia.
my heart finally open itself to love again but this time i know my heart gonna be broken again.
but one thing i know if i lost her..i will regret it for the rest of my life.
she's so hard to get...i didn't have any slice of confidence to win her heart.
yet i didn't want to lose her...i love her so much.
she's the most perfect woman that i can find on this earth.
i just don't know how to win her heart.......just don't know how.
since the day she went back to ireland i haven spoken to her...i miss her voice, her smile and her presence.
i need her in my life.........in my heart she's close but in reality she's no where near me at all.
why i fall in love with somebody that out of my league.
i know she'll never accept me as her guy.
but why i'm still hoping for a miracle to happen.
the ending of this story i already knows but why must i wish n hope a fantasy will happen in the middle of this story.
why....oh...why my heart you wish for something that out of your reach.
why must u fall for someone that deep inside you know will never choose you.
why...oh...why my heart u wish for a fantasy.
the reality is the fact of life not fantasy.
yet the reality i love noorf_____ so much!!!!!!!!
