kenangan

although i'm not yet 26...but 2nite i feel like i'm older than my age.
rite now in my mind n my head all the memories tht i have on this earth suddenly appear...just like when u turn on ur dvd player at home.
all the goods n the bads.....happy times n sad times.
all are being played in my head...damn!
i really hate it.
it put my mind at uneasy state.
i wish i was back at tioman......where i got no worries......just hakuna matata.
may b this is a sign tht i'm to lonely......:P
it is hard to live when u feel empty inside.
still searching for tht something tht can fill up my heart.
there's a lot of thing going on with my life but mostly,
it is just a superficial things.
not a permenant one.

HALA MADRID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

early in this morning ecactly 2.55am malaysian time,
there's a live telecast of the most important game for me.
the was REAL MADRID vs mallorca.
this game will determined the new champion of laliga.
a game that do or die for REAL MADRID and also all the madridtas
around the world.
the game start quite shaky for REAL MADRID...may b the jitters get the better of them early on.
than..the worst thing for the team happen...mallorca drew the 1st blood on the 17th minute.
damn!!! while REAL MADRID was playing quite bad...as fan..i'll dissapointed with the team.
unexpectedly rvn injured his hamstring and higuain replaced him.
at halftime the score line was REAL MADRID 0 - 1 mallorca.

after halftime guti came replacing emerson.
thing still didn't look good for the team cz barca already leading 3-o in their game.
around 60th minutes beckham was being replace by reyes.
within second reyes in the pitch he manage to get the equaliser tht the team have been
looking for! 1 - 1.
in need of another goal the players push will all their might. there's few incident cz both team playing with a lot of passion.
than the REAL MADRID got a corner taken by reyes.
diarra get the header towards goal!!
he kinda scored it
now REAL MADRID lead for the 1st time in this game,
the player celebrate it with so much happiness...casillas cried becz the players knows that even a win with 1-0 margin is enough to secure the team the championship.
with 10 minutes to go reyes menage to scored the 3rd goal for REAL MADRID
that goal really secured the title for the team.
at the end of the game the player and all madristas around the world including me was celebrating our success of the season!!!!
finally after 4 years without any trophy...REAL MADRID get 1.
their 30th laliga title!!!!
welldone team...welldone!!!

a very busy day.

yesterday was a very busy day for me.

1st i've to count bck all the stock becz there' been a shortage.
luckily it's not my fault tht it happen in the 1st place...hehehehe.

2nd ive to went to kl at met with few potential client.
manage to get them interested with my investment plan.

3rd gi juper iwan jawa n rizal kt klcc.
lepak kt chinoz...hehehehe...kena pina colada sepam..sadap gaks..hehehe.

4th pusing² kt klcc ngn cik sya...sajer tgh boring after work ler.

5th gi mkn kt tanjung pastuh antor si lisa balik wangsa maju.

6th balik umah lali and bersiap untuk gi ker zouk.

7th getting tipsy at zouk..hehehehe.

8th blk umah terus reinstall windows kt computer aku lagi.
damn dh 2 times reinstall windows in 2 weeks nih.
aper ker prob hard disk aku nih...!!!!

UVnation!!!!

last saturday nite there's
a open air party at OU.
it's called UVnation.
featuring one of the hottest dj around mr benny benassi!!!
around 6pm i went to lali's house to discuss our arrangement for the nite.
finally we decided tht we will went to ou in separate cars.
then i wentt to kl sentral to pick miss sya n miss suen.
pastuh antor diertang ke ampunk nk amik miss dila nad miss lea.
after tht all of us is on the way to UVnation.
last2 aku sampai kt ou dlm kul 10pm ler.
dh ler nk masuk tuh beratur cam haram...tahap kepanasan nyer ler.
damn seblom masuk dh berpeluh giler!!!
after dh masuk we all make our way to the rave part of the party.
dh sampai tuh...tk leh masuk laks kt vip nyer area....damn sungguh.
after berdiskusi ngn adham kiterorg pun try bribe the bonzer....berjaye laks tuh.
but the price is rm250 for 6 people to enter vip area ler....hehehehehe. ..:)

so mlm tuh quite enjoyable.
girl yg aku minat kelihatan so cute..cair beb hati aku nih..muahahaha.
damn sungguh gwunk siut ayat di atas.
yet i'm really happy tht day!!!
cz although tk all the time dpt spend time with her...there's few moment tht yg best between us...ikut perasaan aku ler...:)
ok ler adios!!!!!!

4th june 2007

yesterday i got the budjet for a new computer for my and f3 uses at the office.
lali gave rm1600 for the computer.
we manage to get a good computer with tht budjet.
plus we both add rm60 to bought a new speaker for the computer.
an altec lansing.
lali was quite furious tht we bought tht speaker but after hearing tht we put our on money..he's fine with it.
yesterday i came back frm work around 2.35am...damn pancit siut cz yesterday i slept just for 2 hours only.
rite now my mind kind mess up a bit cz by mixed feeling of my heart.
damn my heart for being mixed up!!!!
the reason for the mixed up is..... not gonna write it here...kihkihkih.
kinda emo sket ler ari nih...tuh rase tk best..cz aku tk suke feeling gini ler.
anyway hope tomorrow gonna be better than today!!!!
pls be ok.

weekend

as usual my weekend start as dull as it can be.
spend my saturday sleeping during the day.
than manage to get sms frm miss syazz.
around 10pm i pick her up.
we both spend around 3 hours getting to know each other at laundry bar the curve.
she 's a fun girl to be around with.
she's not my type..but as a friend she's sweet and funny 2.
she's actually a friend of the girl tht i like.
this week the girl will come down frm cameron..hope i can meet her.
nk lepaskan rindu ler....gwunk ler aku nih...hehehehe.
on sunday pun lebih kurang same siang aku tido mlm baru nk berjaga ler.
dh jadi cm vampire laks aku nih....hehehehehe.
around 7.pm aku gi bertolak ke arah sg wang...nk beli kasut baru .
tetibe laks aku gatal nk ikut smart tunnel tuh.
last2 tersekat dlm jam kt dlm tunnel tuh.
sungguh boring but at the same time i'm happy cz my hipotesis yg mengatakan smart tunnel tuh akan jam telah terbukti.
proven beb!!!
after beli kasut and mkn..on the way balik cik syazz sms ajak lepak.
so aku pun gi ler lepak with her kt ampang.
hang out until kul 12.30am.
after tht aku balik n tido lagi!!

suey2!!!

argh!!!
hatta tersgt bengang aku mlm semlm.
the reason tersgt sakit hati sebab mlm semlm hard disk aku crash!!!!!!!
damn suey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dh ler kt dlm tuh byk pics and songs!!!
damn suey!!!!!
mare nyer aku!!!!!!!!!!
habis punah segala nya!!!!!!
anime aku hilang!!! manga pun ilang gaks!!!
dam suey!!!!!!

5 days

it's been 5 days since i last wrote anything in this blog.

not tht busy just lazy...hehehehe.

finally last friday manage to go n saw potc.

a good movie..but kinda piss off cz lastly it shows like tht stupid will turner is the hero,

not my most beloved captain jack sparrow.

damn will turner!!



saturday...aper yg aku buat yer...tetibe jer aku terluper laks.

hmmm...sgt heran...oh dh ingat balik dah...hehehehe.

ptg saturday aku gi ngk mesia vs singapore rugby.

kt um.

mesia nyer team main hampeh nk mampus!!!!

bodoh sial.

pastuh time mlm laks tuan haji fuad buat barbeque party ler.

damn best ler lamb tuh....especially the ribs!!!

on sunday laks aku lepak jer kt umah.

then tht nite around 12am gi karaoke ngn lali kt green box.

puas hati menyanyi lagi beb..hehehehe!!!

zouk!!

hm.....hm..hm...last i's supposed to watched potc but...there's a slide change of plan.
at the last minute lali called me and roger tht he gonna go to zouk..he asked me if i wanna tag along.
of cz my answer was a yes.
so around 11.45pm i already arrived at the front of zouk...awal compare tuh biase ler.
bersemangat!!!
tgh nk masuk nampak jidin laks.
byk gak ler geng mlm nih.
in there we got the table near bar 2.
rizal,naja,jawa, lali, jidin, joey and jai.
tht was everybody at our table....at first.
then came rozie and gang.
after awhile sudenly i saw cik cuci kaki da...aka miss ann.
terkezut die melihat aku.
we talked..a little bit..dance a little bit.
around 2.15am..i was walking around in zouk..as usual,
somehow i was at miss ann's table,
she was drunk already...a woman tht cannot handle achohol.
when we're dancing together..my naughty brain started thinking,
can i take advantage of her.
i try to kiss her...well i got the response...she kiss me bck.
we continue to dance and kiss again...hehehehe.
agak nakal gak aku nih ruper nyer...hehehehe.
then i went bck to my table.
pastuh si jawa muncul ntah dr maner terus ejek aku.
cis ruper nyer die ternampak aku berkissing ngn miss ann td da.
well tht's the story frm last nite.
aku tk jahat just sajer nk try amik kesempatan jer kt ann tuh.
nakal..tersgt2 nakal ler.
nnt aku call ler si ann and say sori pasai menggatai ngn die mlm td...hehehehehe

oh...tuesday

today...nothing special happen,
just that i need to release few thing outta my head.
rite now i like this girl so much...yet the response tht i get frm her is jst a friend.
kinda confuse to whether i should continue to pursue her or just b a friend.
what should i do?

if i continue to pursue her..then at end i got rejected..it's gonna hurt.
but if i back off now..in the future i know i gonna regret it.
damn!! what is the correct answer to my problem.

in the art of courting the response of the girl play the major part in your deceision to pursue out not to.
the response tht i got show me tht it's better for me to bck off...yet why my heart tell me not to.

i'm in conflict right now....do not know what to do.
the girl tht i'm liking so much now have all the qualities tht i want frm a girl.
the reason tht i like her so much is her attitude and she also the type tht knows how to take care of herself.
yet her response to my advances is just like a friend.
i know i'm sending her the right signal yet her signal is just friend.

argh!!!!!! i like this girl so much!!

what to do....hope tomorrow i've the answer to my problem.

why fall in love when at the end i know i gonna get hurt..yet my heart still longing for love.

sore throat!!

hari ini byk sakit tekak ler!!!!!
the reason is becz mlm td aku gi karaoke bersame lali ler.
melalak dari kul 12am until 4 am ler.
biase nyer gi lebih dari 2 org but mlm td tk der org yg nk join so
aku n lali jer yg gi.
so sgt ler sakit tekak pasai nyanyi tk sudah2 ler....hehehehe.
semlm byk siut nyanyi lagu yg pernah aku nyanyi seblom nih.
lepas gak aku nyanyi lagu izwan pilus tuh...hehehehe.
lagu wajib aku relaku pujuk juga dpt aku nyanyikan.

best tersgt2..dpt gi karaoke tuh ler.
hope this week dpt gi lagi...hehehehehe

1 week

well this past 1 week i manage to saw 3 movies.

the 1st was last friday.
the sumolah by adflin shauki.
the story is about malaysians who engaged themself in the sport of sumo.
it' a comedy.
well to me the movie is quite funny. i enjoyed it very much.
to c malaysians in cawat is very kelakor..hehehehehe.
akak nang nak to agak cute gaks but muke die ader iras budak pompuan yg aku tk suke ler.
damn naper jd gitu ler.

the 2nd movie i watched it last saturday.
next a movie starring nicolas cage and the babelicious jessica biel.
a movie about a guy who can c the future.
the mvie was quite good..with and ending tht u'll nvr expect.
damn tertipu da aku ngn ending tuh...hehehehe.

the 3rd movie i saw it last nite.
blade of glory starring will ferrel n jon heder.
well what can i say about this movie -----> one of the funniest movie of the year!!!!
another frat pack movie which gave me a a very good laugh frm the beginning until the end
of this movie.
a must c movie!!!!!
when the dvd come out definitly a must buy 2!!!!!

the loft

mlm semlm aku teramat ler penat and mengantuk tersgt2.
kerna telah bekerja spjg hari.
aku blk umah pun dlm kul 9.00pm.
sampai kt umah aku surf internet jap pastuh dpt call dari lali, ajak gi kedai dvd die.
aku on jer ler.
pastuh i call the girl.....nk lepaskan rindu....hehehehe.
tgh2 call the girl dpt laks satu sms dari lali yg sungguh taman pasai aku tk nk
gi ker the loft biler die ajak aku.
ngn terpakse nyer aku ckp ok..untuk gi the loft.
after lepak kt kedai dvd..dlm kul 11.00pm blk umah lali jap..mamat tuh nk mandi.
aku laks tido ngn sedap nyer.
after kiter org pun gi ker the loft.
tiber saner dlm kul...12.00am
sampai kt sana jai and iwan dh ader kt saner.
tk lamer pastuh rerakan yg lain pun muncul ler.
seronok aku jadi nyer selepas berjuper ngn mr maikel and mr snook.
pastuh semua org get d---k.
mlm tadi kerja aku menube org jer....hehehehehe.
dpt lari ler.
nasib baik ler.
pagi tadi bgn awal dgn kepala yg agat berat ler....hehehehehe.

SpIdEmAn 3

last nite i manage to watch this movie.
i admit this one of the best movie this year.
the special effects was good and the storyline was okay.
although there's a lot of klise in this movie.
and some scene is predictable.
even there's a propaganda scene in this movie.
the movie show us the viewer the struggle of peter parker as he tries to divide his time as
spidey and himself.

enough about the movie.
today i'm not sure what i want to do.
may b...go out and try to find anything to get me out of my boredom rite now.
been..regularly write in this blog..it is just few ways to express my feeling and my thought.
gonna have lunch now..after tht...just see whats come around.
ok adios!!!

very sad....:(

this day is a sad day for me.
in the afternoon i bought 2 tickets for spiderman3.
of course it's for me and the girl.
but around 1.00pm she called and said she can't make it coz her father will pick her up,
to go to cameron on te same time of the movie.
hmmmm...very sad.
now i have too see the movie with mr blue.
damn...terase gay laks...hehehehe.
hope to c her tonite or may tomorrow afternoon.
nk lepas kan rindu ler.
after this lame siut baru leh juper the girl.
rindu!!! rindu serindu nya!!!!
wah aku boleh quote lagu spoon ler...harharhar.
ok...ler aku nk chow dari office nih.
gonna miss her!!!

1st may

today is the 1st may..it is a public holiday here in malaysia.
damn....don't know what to do today.
may in the afternoon if i'm bored i will ask the girl out for a lunch or see a movie.
oh..shit....i just remember today is zulu's wedding day.
have to call hamdan ler.
oh yer...in the evening ader laks...kenduri aqiqah anak si sarjan ler.
byk laks...aktiviti ari nih....hmmm...yg maner satu aku nk buat da.
terase nk kuar sgt with the girl ler.
cz this week is the last week she gonna be here.
after tht she gonna be in cameron for 2 month.
lamer nyer cik adik oi..ko nyer praktikal.
surely i gonna miss her ler.
damn!!

what should i do?

wild hog

last nite i managed to c the film wild hog.
starring john travolta, tim allen, william h.macy and martin lawrence.
dh ler semlm sebok giler.
balik dari office pun dlm kul 8.30pm.
pastuh gi amik laks the girl kt serdang....nasib baik sempat gak sampai kt
berjaya times square on time.
so dpt ngk show yg kul 9.30pm.
the movie was fun to watch...we both have a good laugh.
the girl siap menjerit lagi cz die terase agak takut.
after tht we when to eat at maulana food court kt seri kembangan..ala dekat ngn minlon tuh.
pas tuh lepaking kt situ sampai kul 2.am
lamer siut hang out with tht girl.
the film finished at around 11.15pm.
semlm aku mmg terase kt syurga ler...hehehehehe.... :D.
after tht meet up with blue and when to c the game between man u vs ac milan.
balik ke rumah sempat jer gi download few episode of the manga fairy tail.
pastuh baru tido..... what a day. ler.
but still aku berpuas hati cz dpt spend time with the girl ler.
she made my life so meaningful..... :D.

this few days

well...this past few days have been quite fun for me.
last thursday...i spend time with baby...all nite long..talking about everything.
at tht time the girl tht i like so much went to c---s with my friends.
i didn't have the mood cz i can't d---k yet....hehehehe.
we just only talk...didn't do nothing else cz i'm a man of honour.
i really want to go tht nite cz the girl was so cute n sexy..but i felt kesian kt baby so
i stay with her.
she give me few pointer on how to win the girl heart.
thks baby!!!!
the next day...friday...did nothing just hanging around with all the girls and my friend. lali was angry cz tk masuk kejer agi...hehehehe..sori lali.
tht nite lepaks with imad and maikel.
saturday..have few jobs to do...did it...although tk masuk office agi...hehehehe.
tht evening there's the final game for the bowl chapioship at pdg utara where my team dmontel vs hskoba.
we won it convicingly...byk laks player yg turun tuh.
and last nite when to see good charlotte nyer consert at bukit jalil.
blk dari situ...tgh lapar dpt laks sms dari lea yg die ader msk spagetti...rezeki aku beb.
so tht's my weekend for you guys.
sunday ni laks tk der buat paper ler...just lepaking at my house jer.

tick tock tick tock

don't why i'm always write in this blog early in the morning...hehehehe.

....now the time is...6.25am 18 april 2007.

it's been one hell of year so far.

have a lot of things to do.

especially my jobs.

have a lot things to plan for my future.

hope at least get few things done by end of the year.

this year i started it by doing just the usual thing like hanging out on new year eve at my home feeling awful....hahahaha.

january past me by without any significcance to me.

than in february......started to get jiggy again.

why?.....i started to go to c---s again.

start to d---k again.

hm.....to some it's kinda bad thing to do.

well to me...it's mean to relieve me of my misery and pain.

keep walking is the motto of one of my favorite d---k.

unexpectedly in march i manage to like this girl so much.

hehehehe......what a timing to fall for a girl.

last year i manage to fall in love with another girl but than i realise it would never happen in a million years...why...she my fantasy girl...a girl tht i would never gonna get.

my feeling is just for me to know only.

than i move on with my life.

this new girl i already known her since last year.

the 1st time we met was at Z--k.

manage to took a picture with her...she's cute.

1stly i attracted to her cute and sweet face.

afterwards when we become closer...i really like her personality and her attitude.

we hang out together quite often now.

go to c---s together...go to karaoke together.

spend a lot of time together.

april----> this past 2month..i'm so active in enjoying myself to the fullest.

cannot remember how many time i went to karaoke and c---s.

almost all the time she there with me.

this girl...tht i like so much already shown me tht

she's the type of girl tht can take care herself....in c---s.

she didn't smoke, d---k and flirt around.

damn i like her a lot.

her smile make my day.

also i realise tht i already be a heavy d---ker again in my life time.

tipsy is like a must for me---->took the wrong way again..hehehehe.

my business is going well just need few things to be tied up.

hope can get break with her in the coming month.

oh yeah...almost forgot i must write in this blog for at least once week.

a summary of my pitiful yet exciting life...hahahahaha.