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yesterday was my little bro's 3rd birthday.this little fellow always argue with me when watching tv.the reason he want 2 c cartoons while i want 2 c anything else except cartoons.guess who wins? 

the ReVeNgE oF the SiTh!!!

last nite i went 2 c the final movie of the star wars saga, the final chapter of the saga, revenge of the sith.
what a ride it has been for me. i've being waiting for the saga to end since i was small.20 years of waiting.it was worth, why becoz finally i understand how n why anakin skywalker turned to the darkside.the way darth siddious aka chancellor palpatine manage to manipulate the situation n events so to make sure that anakin will be on the darkside of the force, was so breath taking.it was so eleborate that even master yoda one of the most powerful jedi ever can not see it coming.at the same time it also shows u that although ur intention is good but the way u do it must b also in the correct path to make it a right thing.anakin join the darkside n became darth vader for the sake of his most beloved wife senator padme amidala.the jedi have a lot of ability one of it is being able to forsee the future through dreams.anakin has been troubled by a dream of his wife death.his heart was so distracted by this vision that it clouded his jugment.he managed to be turn into the darkside by darth siddious, for the promise that he can cheat his wife death by using the darkside of the force.in this movie also, it shows how were the jedi being betrayed by the emperor n darth vader. the were a great massacere in the jedi temple.it left none of the jedi alived. few who manage to escape only two were known to us, it was master yoda n master obi-wan kenobi.day manage to save padme amidala just in time for to give birth to nxt generations of the skywalker clan.she died after the labour but manage to give name to her twins luke n leia.which plays an integral part in the down fall of the empire n also the sith.luke will become one of the most powerful n legendary jedi ever, he manage to rebuild the jedi academy.while leia will b a senator just like her mother was.
the was only few thing that i still feel inadequated, the whole saga didn't show how was powerful the skywalker clan was, wehy on earth they didn't shows quigon-gin again until nxt time adios amigos.

the JaCkEt!!!!

this is not a blog about the film the jacket starring adrien brody. this is a story about a special jacket n me.when i was a fifth former at mjsc jasin in 1998, my frens sold to me a dark blue jacket of our skool to me.it had a hood, a simple embroidery of the skool name in front at the chest, and a painting of cupin a character from ujang's workshop comic strip.i wore it all the time, cz i really like the material of the jacket.i feel so confortable when i'm wearing that jacket.almost every day when i was still skooling i'll wore that jacket, i became so attached to it.so when i finish skooling th jacket kinda b a reminder to me anout my skooling days.still it is my most favorite jacket.i do wore it every time i went to see a late night movie wit my fren.when asked why i still wearing a jacket with my skool name, i just said i like the jacket itself, but it is the truth.when the time to go to UTM i still bring it with me.the jacket has been like a benda wajib untuk di bawak to every where for me.i wear it when i go to classes, when i in the bus, i mean every where, must have that jacket.it has become something that is so preacious to me.so when i went to uitm segamat i, the 1st thing to bring was my favorite jacket.still with me all the way to the jungle of segamat.the jacket made me feel safe everytime i wear it.when i was transfer to uitm shah alam, still the jacket stay with me.damn the jacket n me can not be separated anymore.it is been a integral part of my life.i never let any one wear it.cz i'm afraid something bad might happen to it.then some one who was very close to me manage to persuade me to lent the jacket to him/her.with a heavy heart i lent it, becz he/she kinda close to my heart 2 at that time.so i was being separated for the 1st time in our history.though i get to see it once n awhile, i made me kinda worry about its condition.then the worse thing that could happen arrived, i had a very big n ugly fight with the person who lent my favorite jacket.so many things was in my mind at that time that i totally forgot about my jacket.then after 2 years or so, i manage to contact that person and ask for that jacket of mine.i was so devastated to hear the answer from that person that he/she do not where the jacket was.i felt my heart was torn into millions of pieces.till today i wish i had never lent it away, cz i really miss it so much.it was there for me through my happy n bad times.i do not whether there's another thing like it cz the jacket that has shared many adventures with me.i miss it somuch!!!!!!! i hope if there any of my bacth member reading this blog, n has that same kind of jacket can u pls lent it to me so i can duplicate it again.may b if i manage to duplicate it i can have a copy of that jacket.although it might look similar but it is still not the same.something which was with u through all ur rough times will always have a special place in side of ur heart.

LoS MeReNgUeS

although this season the laliga champion is barca but definitely the team of the moment 4 me is always been Real Madrid. y....... it is becoz they overcome one hell of a season.they started so badly with few winning which they did not deserved at all.then came the savior mr wanderley luxemburgo.he personally change the team attitude n style of play.towards the end the team play like they r the champion. hope they can bring the momentum into nxt seasons.well done amigos. all the best.u r always be one of my love is this world.

KiNgDoM of HeAvEn!!!!

it is almost a week since i wrote a blog.i've been busy with few things in my life.some how my fren manage 2 persuade me to see the movie Kingdom of Heaven. at 1st i was very sceptical about this movie, becz i already knows it is about the crusade or perang salib.normally hollywood will b bias 2wards the muslim people.after seeing it, i can say it is one of the best movie ever made about crusade.it really shows which side is at fault.it also shows to the world the real qualities of Salahuddin AL-Ayubi aka saladin(as he was called by the westerner).after lotr i don't think i'll saw another epic battle scenes in a movie ever again.in this movie although its kinda small compare to lotr but still it is a huge epic battle.in the movie shows how the genius of Salahuddin AL-Ayubi as a master tactian which lead the muslim 2 victory over the christian, and reclaim jerusalem to the muslims again.until nxt time adios.

well done liverpool!!!

hmmmmm what a happier result 4 liverpool football club.finally after 20 years they managed 2 get themself back into the champion league final.sorry to say that i'm no longer a fan of this club, but still i'm happy for them.although they may not win or play in this compeition nxt seasons, it will b a good run for the club for a quite some time.i really love the expression of jose"the arrogant"mourinho when the finals whistle was blown.harharharhar it was priceless.u r not the best mourinho!!! u just a great whiner.a liar is more perfect 2 describe this man.mourinho n chelsea is at the top of my most hated list.harharharharharharhar.so well done liverpool for defeatin mourinho n his band of arrogant but not skill footballers.

marriage!!!

ystrday i just got 2 invitation 4 2 wedding in this coming month.
i said to a fren of mine, damn!!!!! so many of our colleague r getting marry while i'm still
hasn't got any girlfren.my fren said to me back well join the club.luckily there's 2 other of my closest fren which is in the same position.
but it made me thinking about my own life.what i really wanna do with it.
actually i do know what to do. but hearing n seeing most of my fren already married or getting marry make me terbalik lerr.presssure lerr, why? they have already living my dreams where else i'm not.it is every man dreams to have a good job, find a nice woman n settle down.
a good job can easily b found but a nice woman which can satisfied ur heart is very hard to find.
watching most of my fren now have a wife or a gurlfren, they make it look so easy to b done.
the reality it is hard to do.
my problem right now is that i really wanna find a woman that i can call my bini.not awek.why when u call a woman ur bini it shows that u really wanna marry this gurl.this gurl is the 1 for u.ur future wife.
it is hard 2 b alone, with no one to share ur feelings.loneliness...........damn it is sucks.
u can try so many things to get over it. just like i did.i do drugs......hehehehehe only marijuana.i did drinks except for beer(i hate it)........i prefer liquor.it helps just for temporary.then the loneliness came again,so the circles start again.
finally i manage to quit those things except 4 the marijuana which i still smoke it but kadang² jer.
i realized those thing only helps me for a moment not even getting over it.
that's why i can really feel i mean really dig akon's song lonely except that i don't have any girlfren.
hehehehe loneliness can definitely kill u from the inside.it kills u painfully n very slowly.u wish u were dead along time ago.
afraid................

a sad day!!!!!!!!!

2nd of may 2005 will always b remembered by me n my fellow batchmate of jasin98 as one of our saddest day ever.coz ystrday our bevoled GODfather(bapa angkat) uncle Raof passed away around 10 in d morning.
i'm surely gonna miss him a lot.although i started close with him only few years ago, he managed to make me feel like i've been close 2 him for along time.
for me he is a great example of a great man.in the face of great perils he always turn to God Almighty for help.he just can turn his back on my batchmate n i after haris died, but he stay on n b a major part of life 2 most jasinians98.
uncle never short with great advices for me everytime i went 2 c him.even when he's not well he managed to give me a great advice.he ask my fellow batchmate n i 2 stop smoking.that's his last advice to me.
everytime i went to his house,he and his family always welcome us as if i was their son.i was really touch by unlce's gestured towards me.everytime i went to his house it was hard for me to leave. why? becoz i was so happy when i'm in his house.
we can talk everything to him n ask for his opinion.he always help my batchmate n i when we need someone to talk.
he also always ask us to b faithfull to GOD n our parents.he always lead the prayer when we pray at his house.he is for me an example of a leader.
may god bless him n his family.
if i gonna have my own family i really hope that i can b like him.he is my idol.really hope i can follow the way he lead his family.
just like Don Corleone in the movie Godfather, he is figure head of jasianians98.
Uncle Raof u r gonna b miss but not Forgotten.
the legacy that u left behind will always make us remember u for all eternity.