Sunday, July 10, 2005

DoA CaRi JoDoH!!!!!!!

" Ya Tuhan, kalau dia memang jodohku,
jodohkanlah......
tapi kalau bukan jodohku,
jodohkanlah jugak....
jika dia tidak berjodoh denganku,
maka jadikanlah kami jodoh.....
kalau dia bukan jodohku,
jangan sampai dia dapat jodoh yang lain,selain aku....
kalau dia tidak bisa di jodohkan denganku,
jangan sampai dia dapat jodoh yang lain,
biarkan dia tidak berjodoh sama seperti,
diriku......
Dan saat dia telah tidak memiliki jodoh,
jodohkanlah kami kembali.....
kalau dia jodoh orang lain,
putuskanlah!
Jodohkanlah dengan ku.....
jika dia tetap menjadi jodoh orang lain,
biar orang itu ketemu jodoh dengan yang lain dulu dan,
kemudian jodohkan kembali dia dengan ku....
" AMIN....."

thanks mr imad for this doa. harharhar what a powerfull doa this is hehehehehehe :)
just wandering ader sesaper ker yg amalkan doa nih btul². hehehehehehehe

Monday, June 20, 2005

the haka!!!

Origin of the Haka
According to Maori ethos, Tama-nui-to-ra, the Sun God, had two wives, Hine-raumati, the Summer maid, and Hine takurua, the Winter maid. The child born to him and Hine-raumati was Tane-rore, who is credited with the origin of the dance. Tane-rore is the trembling of the air as seen on the hot days of summer, and represented by the quivering of the hands in the dance.
Haka is the generic name for all Maori dance. Today, haka is defined as that part of the Maori dance repertoire where the men are to the fore with the women lending vocal support in the rear. Most haka seen today are haka taparahi, haka without weapons.
More than any aspect of Maori culture, this complex dance is an expression of the passion, vigour and identity of the race. Haka is not merely a past time of the Maori but was also a custom of high social importance in the welcoming and entertainment of visitors. Tribal reputation rose and fell on their ability to perform the haka (Hamana Mahuika).
Haka reflected the concerns and issues of the time, of defiance and protest, of factual occurrences and events at any given time

Haka History
The centrality of the haka within All Black rugby tradition is not a recent development. Since the original "All Black" team of "New Zealand Natives" led by Joseph Warbrick the haka has been closely associated with New Zealand rugby. Its mystique has evolved along with the fierce determination, commitment and high level skill which has been the hallmark of New Zealand's National game.
The haka adds a unique component, derived from the indigenous Maori of New Zealand, and which aligns with the wider Polynesian cultures of the Pacific.
The All Blacks perform the haka with precision and intensity which underpin the All Black approach.



Leader KA MATE! KA MATE!
We're going to die! We're going to die!

Chorus KA ORA, KA ORA!
We're going to live! We're going to live

Leader KA MATE! KA MATE!
We're going to die! We're going to die!

Chorus KA ORA, KA ORA!
We're going to live! We're going to live!
TENEI TE TANGATA PU'RU-HURU
This is the man, so hairy
NA'A NEI TIKI MAI WHAKA-WHITI TE ...
who fetched, and made shine the .
.. RA! HUPANE! KA-UPANE!
sun! Upward step! Another ... !
A HUPANE! KA-UPANE!
An upward step! Another... !
WHITI TE RA!
The sun shines!
HI !

Saturday, June 18, 2005

argh!!!!!!!!!

today was a very historic day in my life.rite now i'm damn angry at my little sweet bro.he did something so painful 2 watch.i really do not know how on earth he managed 2 get hold of my hp.suddenly i realize he was holding it beside the tempayan at my house.i just can said min² pls give me the hp bck but at the same time with a smile he drop it into the tempayan.no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that's the only thing that i managed to do.jahanam hp aku lerr.argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! abis gaji starbucks aku buat beli hp agi, argh!!!!!!!!!!!! sgt tension.nk marah my little bro tak boleh coz dier ader big lisence in my house to do anything.ni kener pow parent aku for new hp since their anak kesayangan yg condemkan hp aku.argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just wanna ask hp nokia aper yg best but below rm650.k adios.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

mY jOuRnEy2

after come bck frm kerteh i rileks for 1 nite.then the nxt saturday i went 2 batu pahat for my classmate wedding.hmmm mr jawe lerrr.i went with medan n moff.hehehehehe some how we stuck in a jam at seremban. damn!! the goverment should do something about that problem lerr.after that we arrived at batu pahat nearly 3.00pm.we wait at at the toll for biol to pick us n b our guide 2 go to jawe's house.this time around there's a lot of jasinians that attended the wedding.mostly frm my class ler.aina(anod),sare n sulastri(suleh),hezza,kucheng n aqil.it's fun to see them lerr.after lepaks at jawe's house for 2 hour we make our move bck to kl.we arrived around 8.00pm.after that i tido at moff's house, enjoy playing ps2 game's especially fifa street.then the nxt day moff,medan n i started our journey to the north cz we have to attend skeimc's wedding lerr.the we arrived at taiping around 1.00pm.after lepaks at the wedding for 2 hours, kite org pun chow lerr.the wedding were nice cz dpt mkn cendoi lerr.damn best siutt the cendoi,harharharhar.the jasinians yg attend selain dr kiteorg cume suleh,peya,aina n miji.
so in 4 days i've all over malaysia lerrr. waaaaaa byk penat lerrr.so terpakse lerrr aku meng mc kan diri aku keesokkan ari nyer.harharhar manager leh percaye yg aku kene sakit mate daaa.sedangkan just magic yg sebabkan mate aku merah,doktor kat klinik perubatan shah alam pun berjaya aku tipu.heheheheehehehe.

Thursday, June 09, 2005

mY jOuRnEy

it started on thursday evening,the date was 2nd june 2005. i arrived at toll gombak around 6.45pm.so my journey to kerteh begins.i drive quite fast up to toll karak, since i quite familliar with the roads.then when i arrived at the new toll karak i was quite kuak coz i never drive in this new highways.from what i've read from news paper it is a fast but dangerous highway.at 1st i drive around 120km/h but i increase the pace up to 140km/h and maitain that speed until i arrived at kuantan toll around 9.00pm.so i took me only 2hour n 15 minutes 2 get to kuantan.i think i can get to kuantan less than 2 hour if only my car can go faster.hehehehe then i arrived at kerteh around 10.30pm.hehehehe 1st time drive on my own 2 pantai timur.what an adventure it was for me lerr.after meeting farid at his house, when 2 eat n play snooker.he had a chess game in the morning while i was surfin the internet n playing game at his house.using musafir as an excuse for not going 2 friday prayer, farid n i spent the afternoon playing games.after that i went to boye's wedding.after lepaking there with apek,ajis n bojan.i went back to farid's house.i started my journey bck to shah alam around 8.15pm n arrived safely at my house around 1.00am.

Wednesday, May 25, 2005


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yesterday was my little bro's 3rd birthday.this little fellow always argue with me when watching tv.the reason he want 2 c cartoons while i want 2 c anything else except cartoons.guess who wins? Posted by Hello

Friday, May 20, 2005

the ReVeNgE oF the SiTh!!!

last nite i went 2 c the final movie of the star wars saga, the final chapter of the saga, revenge of the sith.
what a ride it has been for me. i've being waiting for the saga to end since i was small.20 years of waiting.it was worth, why becoz finally i understand how n why anakin skywalker turned to the darkside.the way darth siddious aka chancellor palpatine manage to manipulate the situation n events so to make sure that anakin will be on the darkside of the force, was so breath taking.it was so eleborate that even master yoda one of the most powerful jedi ever can not see it coming.at the same time it also shows u that although ur intention is good but the way u do it must b also in the correct path to make it a right thing.anakin join the darkside n became darth vader for the sake of his most beloved wife senator padme amidala.the jedi have a lot of ability one of it is being able to forsee the future through dreams.anakin has been troubled by a dream of his wife death.his heart was so distracted by this vision that it clouded his jugment.he managed to be turn into the darkside by darth siddious, for the promise that he can cheat his wife death by using the darkside of the force.in this movie also, it shows how were the jedi being betrayed by the emperor n darth vader. the were a great massacere in the jedi temple.it left none of the jedi alived. few who manage to escape only two were known to us, it was master yoda n master obi-wan kenobi.day manage to save padme amidala just in time for to give birth to nxt generations of the skywalker clan.she died after the labour but manage to give name to her twins luke n leia.which plays an integral part in the down fall of the empire n also the sith.luke will become one of the most powerful n legendary jedi ever, he manage to rebuild the jedi academy.while leia will b a senator just like her mother was.
the was only few thing that i still feel inadequated, the whole saga didn't show how was powerful the skywalker clan was, wehy on earth they didn't shows quigon-gin again until nxt time adios amigos.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

the JaCkEt!!!!

this is not a blog about the film the jacket starring adrien brody. this is a story about a special jacket n me.when i was a fifth former at mjsc jasin in 1998, my frens sold to me a dark blue jacket of our skool to me.it had a hood, a simple embroidery of the skool name in front at the chest, and a painting of cupin a character from ujang's workshop comic strip.i wore it all the time, cz i really like the material of the jacket.i feel so confortable when i'm wearing that jacket.almost every day when i was still skooling i'll wore that jacket, i became so attached to it.so when i finish skooling th jacket kinda b a reminder to me anout my skooling days.still it is my most favorite jacket.i do wore it every time i went to see a late night movie wit my fren.when asked why i still wearing a jacket with my skool name, i just said i like the jacket itself, but it is the truth.when the time to go to UTM i still bring it with me.the jacket has been like a benda wajib untuk di bawak to every where for me.i wear it when i go to classes, when i in the bus, i mean every where, must have that jacket.it has become something that is so preacious to me.so when i went to uitm segamat i, the 1st thing to bring was my favorite jacket.still with me all the way to the jungle of segamat.the jacket made me feel safe everytime i wear it.when i was transfer to uitm shah alam, still the jacket stay with me.damn the jacket n me can not be separated anymore.it is been a integral part of my life.i never let any one wear it.cz i'm afraid something bad might happen to it.then some one who was very close to me manage to persuade me to lent the jacket to him/her.with a heavy heart i lent it, becz he/she kinda close to my heart 2 at that time.so i was being separated for the 1st time in our history.though i get to see it once n awhile, i made me kinda worry about its condition.then the worse thing that could happen arrived, i had a very big n ugly fight with the person who lent my favorite jacket.so many things was in my mind at that time that i totally forgot about my jacket.then after 2 years or so, i manage to contact that person and ask for that jacket of mine.i was so devastated to hear the answer from that person that he/she do not where the jacket was.i felt my heart was torn into millions of pieces.till today i wish i had never lent it away, cz i really miss it so much.it was there for me through my happy n bad times.i do not whether there's another thing like it cz the jacket that has shared many adventures with me.i miss it somuch!!!!!!! i hope if there any of my bacth member reading this blog, n has that same kind of jacket can u pls lent it to me so i can duplicate it again.may b if i manage to duplicate it i can have a copy of that jacket.although it might look similar but it is still not the same.something which was with u through all ur rough times will always have a special place in side of ur heart.

Monday, May 16, 2005

LoS MeReNgUeS

although this season the laliga champion is barca but definitely the team of the moment 4 me is always been Real Madrid. y....... it is becoz they overcome one hell of a season.they started so badly with few winning which they did not deserved at all.then came the savior mr wanderley luxemburgo.he personally change the team attitude n style of play.towards the end the team play like they r the champion. hope they can bring the momentum into nxt seasons.well done amigos. all the best.u r always be one of my love is this world.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

KiNgDoM of HeAvEn!!!!

it is almost a week since i wrote a blog.i've been busy with few things in my life.some how my fren manage 2 persuade me to see the movie Kingdom of Heaven. at 1st i was very sceptical about this movie, becz i already knows it is about the crusade or perang salib.normally hollywood will b bias 2wards the muslim people.after seeing it, i can say it is one of the best movie ever made about crusade.it really shows which side is at fault.it also shows to the world the real qualities of Salahuddin AL-Ayubi aka saladin(as he was called by the westerner).after lotr i don't think i'll saw another epic battle scenes in a movie ever again.in this movie although its kinda small compare to lotr but still it is a huge epic battle.in the movie shows how the genius of Salahuddin AL-Ayubi as a master tactian which lead the muslim 2 victory over the christian, and reclaim jerusalem to the muslims again.until nxt time adios.

Friday, May 06, 2005

well done liverpool!!!

hmmmmm what a happier result 4 liverpool football club.finally after 20 years they managed 2 get themself back into the champion league final.sorry to say that i'm no longer a fan of this club, but still i'm happy for them.although they may not win or play in this compeition nxt seasons, it will b a good run for the club for a quite some time.i really love the expression of jose"the arrogant"mourinho when the finals whistle was blown.harharharhar it was priceless.u r not the best mourinho!!! u just a great whiner.a liar is more perfect 2 describe this man.mourinho n chelsea is at the top of my most hated list.harharharharharharhar.so well done liverpool for defeatin mourinho n his band of arrogant but not skill footballers.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

marriage!!!

ystrday i just got 2 invitation 4 2 wedding in this coming month.
i said to a fren of mine, damn!!!!! so many of our colleague r getting marry while i'm still
hasn't got any girlfren.my fren said to me back well join the club.luckily there's 2 other of my closest fren which is in the same position.
but it made me thinking about my own life.what i really wanna do with it.
actually i do know what to do. but hearing n seeing most of my fren already married or getting marry make me terbalik lerr.presssure lerr, why? they have already living my dreams where else i'm not.it is every man dreams to have a good job, find a nice woman n settle down.
a good job can easily b found but a nice woman which can satisfied ur heart is very hard to find.
watching most of my fren now have a wife or a gurlfren, they make it look so easy to b done.
the reality it is hard to do.
my problem right now is that i really wanna find a woman that i can call my bini.not awek.why when u call a woman ur bini it shows that u really wanna marry this gurl.this gurl is the 1 for u.ur future wife.
it is hard 2 b alone, with no one to share ur feelings.loneliness...........damn it is sucks.
u can try so many things to get over it. just like i did.i do drugs......hehehehehe only marijuana.i did drinks except for beer(i hate it)........i prefer liquor.it helps just for temporary.then the loneliness came again,so the circles start again.
finally i manage to quit those things except 4 the marijuana which i still smoke it but kadang² jer.
i realized those thing only helps me for a moment not even getting over it.
that's why i can really feel i mean really dig akon's song lonely except that i don't have any girlfren.
hehehehe loneliness can definitely kill u from the inside.it kills u painfully n very slowly.u wish u were dead along time ago.
afraid................

a sad day!!!!!!!!!

2nd of may 2005 will always b remembered by me n my fellow batchmate of jasin98 as one of our saddest day ever.coz ystrday our bevoled GODfather(bapa angkat) uncle Raof passed away around 10 in d morning.
i'm surely gonna miss him a lot.although i started close with him only few years ago, he managed to make me feel like i've been close 2 him for along time.
for me he is a great example of a great man.in the face of great perils he always turn to God Almighty for help.he just can turn his back on my batchmate n i after haris died, but he stay on n b a major part of life 2 most jasinians98.
uncle never short with great advices for me everytime i went 2 c him.even when he's not well he managed to give me a great advice.he ask my fellow batchmate n i 2 stop smoking.that's his last advice to me.
everytime i went to his house,he and his family always welcome us as if i was their son.i was really touch by unlce's gestured towards me.everytime i went to his house it was hard for me to leave. why? becoz i was so happy when i'm in his house.
we can talk everything to him n ask for his opinion.he always help my batchmate n i when we need someone to talk.
he also always ask us to b faithfull to GOD n our parents.he always lead the prayer when we pray at his house.he is for me an example of a leader.
may god bless him n his family.
if i gonna have my own family i really hope that i can b like him.he is my idol.really hope i can follow the way he lead his family.
just like Don Corleone in the movie Godfather, he is figure head of jasianians98.
Uncle Raof u r gonna b miss but not Forgotten.
the legacy that u left behind will always make us remember u for all eternity.

Saturday, April 30, 2005

women!!!

after seeing a lot of movies n also based by my own experience, i can say that women r really love to make a irrational deceision when they r angry.why i didn't know.it is still a mystery to me.hehehehe,after consulting my frens,they totally agree with me.for us men, we prefer to say our problem then discuss it to search for a better solution but for women they tend to the opposite, they will kept something for a long time then they will pour all of the dissactisfaction at once.luckily i didn't have any gf, if not if she read this, she will definitely b angry with me.actually by writing this blog i didn't intend to provoke any women, but for me to understand this type of behavior.when u make a deceision based on ur emotional state it will effect ur judgement.hope there's a women that can answer this issue to me.k adios.

it's been a long time!!!!

alhamdullillah coz finally i got the oppurnity 2 write at this blog again lerr.it's been one hell 0f a week.since my last entry there's been a lot things going on.damn in la liga the refs shows like their biase towards letting barca win the title.come on pls b fair lerrr.in champion league liverpool manage to get a draw against chelsea at stamford bridge.but they must b very careful not to let chelsea score a goal at anfield.last nite got a chence to play futsal...... damn pancit siutt, coz dah lamer tak exercise lerr.hmmm also i came to realize n came out with a solution about something which has bothered me for along time.harharharharr it is a happy week lerr.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

from johor with..........

reporting live from jb, hehehehehe gonna spend maulud holiday at jb with me good fren adham.it is been a long time since i was in utm , finally i manage to came back to the place which i started my life as university student.it brings a lot of memories from those days. some a happy and others are sad.the place has changed but there's still recognizeble building 2 me.hmmmm miss my good ol' days lerr.k adios.

Saturday, April 16, 2005

D'montel reports

2 day the game was between d'montel n storm.alhamldullilah 2day d'montel have enough player with reserve 2 spare.hmmm what a suprise 4 me when pian kcik sname the position for all of us.fuess what he want me 2 play as a blind wing harharharhar what a joke.but sadly it is the truth.i've 2 play blind wing for the 1st time 4 d'montel.manage 2 play 4 almost half time before the star of the d'montel team replace me.he is pian big.1st ended with the score 7 all.but some how in the 2nd half although we d'montel controle the game we didn't manage to score any point.the storm team attack twice only n they scored.damn the lady luck hasn't smile for us again.most of the time we play at the storm half.handling error cost us the game.the player for 2 day game are

the forwards:
hooker-zubir(kupan)
prop-wak n ucop
2nd row sofie(andi) n azmeer aka maybank
flanker- ajis lion n azmi
number 8-arip matori- lion legend
the backline
halfback aka scrumhalf - pian kecik
flyhalf -pak yeh
inside- bozo(pian big)
centre-kupan(bozo)
open wing-soyot
blind wing - skin(haji fuadjr)
one cheer for d'montel!!!!!!!!!!! hurrah!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, April 15, 2005

hurrah!!!!!

this week have been such a good week for me except my back still hurts from the injury i suffred from last week rugby game.hehehehehe liverpool did something so special. they manage 2 prove the critics n fans wrong by defeating juventus by 2-1 agregregates.what a nite for liverpool fans.after 20 years finaly liverpool manage 2 get into the semi finals of champion league. hope liverpool can defeat chelsea.last weekend also show the world that REAL MADRID is the true galacticos by defeating barcelona in the el classico.real did show their true capability n class.hope real will play like that for nxt seasons.for this week hope my teammates will come to the game coz it's been 2 week since D'MONTEL has enough player to play.k adios.

Thursday, April 07, 2005

marriage aka kawen!!!!!

few days ago i met a good fren of mine from school.
he is one of many of my batch member who already manage 2 get married.
what a lucky guy!!!!
marriage is kinda sensitive subject 2 some of us right?
for me it is a very big step to take.
why..... becoz as a man, u r gonna b the leader of ur family,
it is a very big responsibility.as muslim u have 2 didik n tunjuk ur wife to the right path.
hehehehe kalo diri sendiri pon tak betul cam ner laks nak tunjuk kat wife jln yg betul.
i know in this world there's some issue concerning marriage for womans.
especially wether ur future husband can b trusted or not.
it is very hard to say this thing coz i'm a man but man r stupid.
becoz there's man who have everything such a good wife n family, but still he wanna get marry for 2nd time.
for me he's a fool becoz things not gonna b easier as u predict but it's gonna get so messy.
but to all my woman fren, do not let this thing get to u. always think good about ur man.
pray a lot to the GOD almighty that ur future husband gonna b insan rabbani.godly man.
from what i've seen all my fren who have get married their life seems happier compare to me.
i speak of this things becoz i'm sick of hearing a guy did polygamy when he already has a very good wife.
it happen a lot in my family.mostly the 2nd wife are not better than the first but worst.
they married out of nafsu jerr.
so pls to all my fren who r a man pls b faithfull 2 ur wife or spouse. b a gentleman!!!!!
to all my fren who r a woman pls also b faithfull 2 ur husband.b a good muslimah.
and pls take a good care of urself so the husband cannot have an excuse to get marry again.
hehehehehe