the JaCkEt!!!!

this is not a blog about the film the jacket starring adrien brody. this is a story about a special jacket n me.when i was a fifth former at mjsc jasin in 1998, my frens sold to me a dark blue jacket of our skool to me.it had a hood, a simple embroidery of the skool name in front at the chest, and a painting of cupin a character from ujang's workshop comic strip.i wore it all the time, cz i really like the material of the jacket.i feel so confortable when i'm wearing that jacket.almost every day when i was still skooling i'll wore that jacket, i became so attached to it.so when i finish skooling th jacket kinda b a reminder to me anout my skooling days.still it is my most favorite jacket.i do wore it every time i went to see a late night movie wit my fren.when asked why i still wearing a jacket with my skool name, i just said i like the jacket itself, but it is the truth.when the time to go to UTM i still bring it with me.the jacket has been like a benda wajib untuk di bawak to every where for me.i wear it when i go to classes, when i in the bus, i mean every where, must have that jacket.it has become something that is so preacious to me.so when i went to uitm segamat i, the 1st thing to bring was my favorite jacket.still with me all the way to the jungle of segamat.the jacket made me feel safe everytime i wear it.when i was transfer to uitm shah alam, still the jacket stay with me.damn the jacket n me can not be separated anymore.it is been a integral part of my life.i never let any one wear it.cz i'm afraid something bad might happen to it.then some one who was very close to me manage to persuade me to lent the jacket to him/her.with a heavy heart i lent it, becz he/she kinda close to my heart 2 at that time.so i was being separated for the 1st time in our history.though i get to see it once n awhile, i made me kinda worry about its condition.then the worse thing that could happen arrived, i had a very big n ugly fight with the person who lent my favorite jacket.so many things was in my mind at that time that i totally forgot about my jacket.then after 2 years or so, i manage to contact that person and ask for that jacket of mine.i was so devastated to hear the answer from that person that he/she do not where the jacket was.i felt my heart was torn into millions of pieces.till today i wish i had never lent it away, cz i really miss it so much.it was there for me through my happy n bad times.i do not whether there's another thing like it cz the jacket that has shared many adventures with me.i miss it somuch!!!!!!! i hope if there any of my bacth member reading this blog, n has that same kind of jacket can u pls lent it to me so i can duplicate it again.may b if i manage to duplicate it i can have a copy of that jacket.although it might look similar but it is still not the same.something which was with u through all ur rough times will always have a special place in side of ur heart.